<P><STRONG><U>If you don't-by Diane Thiel</U></STRONG></P>
<P>If you don't have a dog</P>
<P>your neighbor will not poison it</P>
<P>and if you don't have a home</P>
<P>you will not have to run from it</P>
<P>when your father's anger shakes the walls</P>
<P>that don't exist because you don't have a home</P>
<P>to grow up in- nowhere to learn</P>
<P>that the husband you won't have</P>
<P>won't leave you for another woman</P>
<P>won't walk out your door one morning-</P>
<P>because you won't have a door</P>
<P>for anyone to leave or enter through</P>
<P>and you won't have a window</P>
<P>for anyone to see you</P>
<P>......</P>
<P>and if you don't make plans</P>
<P>they will not need to be changed</P>
<P>like the diapers you won't change</P>
<P>since you won't have a child</P>
<P>who will never change your life</P>
<P>whose tiny fingers you will never hold</P>
<P>because of how hard you never wished</P>
<P>and planned her away so many times</P>
<P>and she won't grow to hate you</P>
<P>for everything you never did</P>
<P>as if you didn't have a child- and she won't learn</P>
<P>that if you don't have a memory</P>
<P>the past cannot devour you</P>
<P>when you stop moving for a brief</P>
<P>moment. Long enough to let the sorrow</P>
<P>catch the joy you never feel because you</P>
<P>......</P>
<P>don't want to feel the sorrow</P>
<P>its companion. And if you don't feel-</P>
<P>there will be nothing left to heal.</P><br>
[此贴子已经被作者于2006-1-15 6:38:17编辑过]
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