<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: mso-pagination: 18.0pt? list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; .5; 6.75pt; 0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt">问好夫子,对我而言,记忆和希望一样重要,记忆给我以温暖,希望给我以勇气。</span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: mso-pagination: 18.0pt? list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; .5; 6.75pt; 0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"></span> </p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: mso-pagination: 18.0pt? list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; .5; 6.75pt; 0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt">二.所恨者,唯天而已<span lang="EN-US"><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" WORD-BREAK: break-all; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: 18.0pt? list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; 0pt;><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"><o:p> </o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: mso-pagination: 18.0pt? list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; -2.0; -27pt;><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt">我们家的性格偏执而内向,耽于想象与计划而难于动手。但是大妹妹是个例外,如果今天她还在,那么她一定有资格得到所有女孩子应该得到的赞美与幸福。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: mso-pagination: 18.0pt? list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; -2.0; -27pt;><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt">大妹妹属猪,小我两岁多。大妹妹烙在我脑海中最早的印象是她在一边蹦蹦跳跳而我在地上爬,旁边有大人说哎呀么妹都会走了哥哥还在爬。大妹妹活泼开朗,眼睛亮晶晶灵动有神,那位每年清明时节来我们家和爷爷聊天的雷爷爷,每次来都要逗我们,要叫他爷爷才给我们吃糖果饼干,我跑进屋子躲在堂屋里的楼梯下,心里巴巴的想着那些吃的,妹妹则是巧笑嫣然,和两个老人有说有笑。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-para-margin-left: mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; 2.57gd? 18.0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"> 有一年夏天,爸爸喝醉了回来,很晚了不知和妈妈吵什么吵着吵着就打起来了,妈妈抓着爸爸买来准备守苞谷的棍子和爸爸打又被爸爸夺走。那时候我和妹妹都和爸爸妈妈睡一块,我们被吵醒之后妹妹哇哇大哭,我只是惊恐的看着他们。后来妈妈常提起这件事,说我不爱她,妹妹都会大哭我竟然在一边没反应。其实我心里又惊又怕,又想不通又不敢帮忙,还是后来爷爷起来阻止。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-para-margin-left: mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; 2.57gd? 18.0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"> 可上天偏偏就对我这个灵巧的妹妹那么的不公,不知在几岁的时候,我的大妹妹患上了癫痫。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-para-margin-left: mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; 2.57gd? 18.0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"> 因为癫痫,大妹妹不能随便去外面玩,怕她突然摔倒在危险的地方,也不知看了多少这样那样的医生,吃了各种各样奇奇怪怪的偏方,我就记得有一次吃的是一种鸟,晒的黑黑干干的。也许是因为她的癫痫,也许是因为那时的我体弱多病。关于我们成长岁月的细节,我能想起来的是如此的少,如此的少,少到常常我想起的只是她发病时的痛苦和全家的混乱,妈妈的眼神。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-para-margin-left: mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; 2.57gd? 18.0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"> 农村的屋子前会种一些花花草草什么的,我记得有鸡冠花,指甲花,剥壳花,水仙花,菊花,一串红,喇叭花,夜来香什么的,还有一些记不得名字。相对于现在城市里的家庭在家里种一两株花在瓶子里,不知要幸福多少倍,于人于花。那年我们从大舅舅家拿来一种花的种子种在院坝外,夏天开出了大朵大朵的花,像一张一张鲜亮黄艳艳的笑脸,真的,有脸那么大,笑意盈盈的灿烂着。那天黄昏我玩耍回来,发现不知谁把一张笑脸摘走了,在渐渐弥漫的夜色中,我和大妹妹学着电视里的侦探一样四处寻找蛛丝马迹。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-para-margin-left: mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; 2.57gd? 18.0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"> 我们慢慢的长大,长到调皮捣蛋相互吵吵闹闹的时候,我记得爸爸还说过小时候经常吵闹的孩子,长大了关系会比小时候不吵闹的孩子更好。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-para-margin-left: mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; 2.57gd? 18.0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"> 大妹妹的手腕上有一个烫伤的印痕,刚巧一圈,就像个手镯。那是那年爸爸妈妈去干农活,妹妹和爷爷在家,不知为何被蒸饭的甑子边的蒸馏水烫到的,我可能出去玩了,只是回家的时候看见爷爷把她背在背上,她睡着了。爸爸妈妈肯定是有点怪爷爷的,毕竟是他们那么可爱而可怜的女儿,可是,年过<span lang="EN-US">70</span>的而沉默的爷爷对着调皮捣蛋的几岁的小孙子们又能怎样去爱护呢。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-para-margin-left: mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; 2.57gd? 18.0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"> 那年,是我童年生涯中最重要的一年。春天,爷爷走了。夏天的时候,有几次蛇钻进我们家,后来一只老母鸡又下了一个小小的鸽子蛋大小的硬邦邦的“ 铁蛋”。这些事情在我们那一带都被认为是很不好的预兆,想不到这不好的预兆竟是如此的不好。那天大妹妹去上厕所,癫痫突然发作而掉了下去,等妈妈想到她去了太久感觉不妙去找她的时候,已经太晚了。那个夏天在我的记忆中很潮湿,都是泪水,从县城叫回来的爸爸无声的蹲在地上的泪水,妈妈哭到嗓子嘶哑的泪水,小舅舅家大我一岁的三表姐怎么忍也忍不住的泪水,而我没有流泪,我不记得那时候我一直在想着什么,我很想哭,但是我就是没哭。</span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-para-margin-left: mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; 2.57gd? 18.0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"> 满头白发的爷爷走了,灵巧活泼的妹妹也走了,我的童年多了很多无人知道的孤寂,尽管那时我不知道什么是孤寂,我的性格在遗传的偏执之中,多了一些我至今也说不出的东西,让我总是和人保持着有意无意的距离,不管是谁。后来有一次三表姐给我说是大妹妹是替我而死,由于家乡算命等等巫事盛行,我们小孩子也受着影响,这话不知她从哪个大人那里听来的,让我很是郁闷。到如今,遇到属猪的女子我都会在心中犯嘀咕。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-para-margin-left: mso-char-indent-count: 2.0; mso-pagination: list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; 2.57gd? 18.0pt;><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"> 爷爷走的时候我大呼小叫的和小伙伴们去游泳,大妹妹走的时候我像个旁观者一样看着那么多人流泪,可是我的悲伤我的怀念,被时间不断浓缩,在我心中慢慢凝聚成一个永远无法化开的核,像钻石一样坚硬而棱角分明。爷爷还有一个墓地可供凭吊,可是大妹妹呢,夭折的孩子没有被埋葬的权利,她在那天夜晚被送到了银盘山上某一个人很少有人去到的地方,还好,我们那里早就没了外公给我讲起的那些野兽了,甚至兔子都难寻踪迹。<span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; MARGIN-LEFT: 0cm; MARGIN-RIGHT: 0cm" align="left" 0cm? 0cm="0cm" 0pt="0pt" WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 27pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 15pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: mso-pagination: 18.0pt? list="list" tab-stops: widow-orphan; -2.0; -27pt;><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0.75pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt">大妹妹认妈妈的一个老师刘老师做干爹,于是她的小名一直就叫刘么妹,在即将上学的时候,爸爸给她起了学名叫伍娟。大妹妹留下的照片很少,我们家尽量避免提起的她,偶尔不经意的说到有关她的一些事情,妈妈总是一句刘么妹那短命的,叹一口气就换了话题。知道以娟为名的女子,妈妈就会提起大妹妹,说这你看你爸爸给她起的就是这名字,似乎这个字带着某种诅咒。</span></p>
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